Friday, December 31, 2004;
Juz remember wat i dream last nite which cause mi din slp well last nite....Here comes e dreams..... i dream of one day i went to frederik grandma hse (his dad side) and when i went up to look 4 them n i forget to greet his grandma n after alwhile she start to say mi tis n tat n say mi no manners n say dun like mi n all tis i have heard everything when she tok in e kitchen after hearing tis i feel liek scolding her n send her a slap...BUT.....i choose to keep mute .. n carry on chatting n palying wit others....BUT she still nag n nag abt mi...which i really really cant stand it anymore that i chose to leave early wit frederik n his dad for dinner....before i go 4 dinner i even politely say good bye to her where she can hear it 100% clear n SHE juz walk off.....ARGH!!!!!!! tat mmt i wan to tear her into pieces....i quickly pack my things n walk off wit frederik n his dad, i keep quiet thru out til to void deck...my mummy call mi n frn there i burst out everything n even cry....after hanging up e phone i decide to go up n scold her n those things tat will make mi feel comfortable....when i reach their door steps.....SHIT!!!!!! my alarm clock rang n its time to prepare 4 lesson....dun knw wat is e ending ......But Tired!!!!!!!!!
truly uS
3:20 AMY
